Title:Crystal Heart[S/A]
Author: heartachextears
Rating:eh..PG-15
Pairing:Ryden
POV:3rd
Summary:Ryan Ross has a gift. The gift to give the ultimate token of love, but a price some would rather live without.
Warnings: Bittersweet, blood, emotional
Disclaimer: I own nothing.Fake. Not real.
Author Notes: This is just a short standalone was enspired by an anime i read in my school's library on the first day of school. I adored it and the characters reminded me of these boys. I hope you like it if you read it. And i'll gladly accept criticism if you have any. I know some parts don't make a ton of sense, but there wasn't a lot of ways i could fix those and be happy. I like it the way it is. Oh and of course i'd like to thank my lovely beta's, dumpweeds and my friend Paige. You rock my socks for helping me make this super cool.


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it's heterosexual. i like it and i'm pretty far in the storyline. I hope you like it if you read it!

I never thought to look up to see if there was a community for my favorite band(second only to panic). I'm such a dunce! lol
So here's some shameless promorting!

breathecarolina =D

If you've never heard of them...go listen! They're AMAZING! And their my friends i ACTUALLY know them. SO check m out guys!

I went and saw panic! And overall it was really good. If my mom hadn't been such a BITCH to EVRYTHING it'd be a lot funner but whatever. I didn't get any pictures and my videos suck and i donno how to get them off my phone and on youtube...but heres a description of the show!!

( 6/3/08 )

Title:The Laramie Project
Author: heartachextears
Rating:PG-13 for language, graphic stories, and death
Pairing:Ryan/Brendon
POV:3rd; original character centric
Summary:AUIt’s only been a few years since it happened, but, nothing in this town has changed.
Word Count:about 2,560
Disclaimer:I own absolutely nothing! The only thing I own is the story Ryan tells.
Author Notes:BASED ON A TRUE STORY! More at the end.


( October 12, 1998 Brendon Urie died at 12:36 AM )

As i finish reading Brendon's past lj-posts. I can't help but feel that, he acts. A lot. On lj, he always seemed to reveal a little more, and didn't seem so...different. I realize now, that Today, Brendon puts on a facade for people.

Now is it wrong that i want so badly to break down that barrier and...see the real him? I think i'm falling in love with him. Yea love is tossed around so much you can't tell. but...i think i am. But he doesn't even know my name...Not yet. Call me crazy, but i'm determined. I didn't start out as a fangirly slashy whore fan...I just want him to know.

Happy birthday gorgeous. I love you and can thank you for so much. Just yea....=]
HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY BBEAR

Welll...I've really been wanting to write something. But i've no storyline. Just characters. SO i'm asking you guys to give me some plot ideas. The more i have the more inspired i'll get. I just really want to write, i just have no ideas. Like i said i just have characters so help would be nice.

"TROUBLE" by The Spin Cycle

katie baby
let’s get down tonight
katie baby
i was doing alright
until you came knockin at my door

trouble, trouble
in the corner of my eye
tell me, tell me
is it wrong or is it right?
well just close your eyes and dance for me
cause this could be the last time

i’ll ever see you again
i’ll ever do this again, oh oh

here we go now.
one more song, sing it one more time.
oh, it’s over tonight (bring it bring it bring it)
here we go now.
one more song sing it one more time.
oh, it’s over tonight
and you never saw it coming, wuh oh

katie baby let’s give this a shot
baby baby this is what i want
just to feel your hips against my jeans

trouble trouble
since the day that i walked in
found my sense
but now i’m losin it again
well, just close your eyes and dance for me
cause this could be the last time (shhh... whisper...)

here we go now.
one more song, sing it one more time.
oh, it’s over tonight (bring it bring it bring it)
here we go now.
one more song sing it one more time.
oh, it’s over tonight
and you never saw it coming, wuh oh

tell me now what i should do to love you.

I donno i've just been craving it. I can't write any slash right now. So if i posted it would you guys please tell me if i suck or not so i can mabe start writing again? Thanks in advance. Just tell me if you would and i'll post the first chapter within the next few days please!!

Ashleigh